well here it goes. this is my first journal. 7:54 PM 3/28/2012
well here i am. siten here at my desk. typen on a keyboard thinking about (to me) a close friend. yet i dont think she knows i exist. :( at the moment i think she is depressed and i dont know how to help her. she is very nice (to me anyway) and has a good sense of humor. any way i have liked her very much. so i hope all goes well.
also my sister. she tried to commit suicide earlier in the month. that caught me off guard. that made me do alot of thinking. i love my sister and she is fine now in case anyone asks she is fine. she got help and is now fine.
and yet i am still thi